Its as if I got stuck in time and everyone moved on, everyone aged, everyone got married, everyone got to college

The kids who used to call me bhaiya are now going to 10th, some are leaving for college who were in 6-7th back in 2019

Some fell in love and are going to get married next month, my 24-25-26 yo cousins are getting married within next 3-4 months

My cousin elder brother who plays only cricket(ISPL- Indian street premier league) and does nothing is getting married to his 19-20 yo gf, he himself is 31 btw

While here I am stuck in my 20 in the 30 age body

Literally nobody gives a fuck, no one listens to me, my opinion, etc. Its real, I have no confidence left in me to even speak up. I talk with so low voice that people have to bring their ears near to me.

What else of (auto-excised) rona left, I hope to not wake up the next day every night, but I still wake up to only to feel the mog of world.