life sucks and im stupid
9CwB1M
No.1777
nahi aaya achha. 82%ile in jan, 84%ile in April. board improvement diya toh ulta pichle baar se kam hi ho gye(72.2-->68.6). koi saving grace nahi. kuch nahi. its all bullshit. kuch samajh nahi aa rha. khoob rona aa rha hai. pata nahi aage kya hoga. i've enrolled for IITM online degree, lekin r/iitmadras mein jaane par mujhe dalit jaisa treat kiya unn logon ne. ab kya karu ? kuch samajh nahi aa raha. mann karta hai chhat se kud jau. maybe i'm just retarded.
Np/H4W
No.1778
>>1777(OP)
Are yaar anon, it's not a biggie.
Get enrolled in any gormint college, work hard through that. You will get job - make projects carry on.
It was just one part of life, where you have this result now move on from it. Don't beat yourself up for this. It's literally nothingburger in grander scheme of things.
Your parents will always back you, none of it is bad or that you are a failure at all. You can get some gormint college, complete engineering or find something niche which interests you - work through it.
It's the age of social media, as long as whatever you like and have autism, you have, you learn share talk about it you will do more than alright.
a0aegE
No.1779
RE5f/1
No.1780
7SD4P8
No.1781
>>1777(OP)
learn skills anan, get good at programming, you can make it no matter your college, you might have some problems landing your first job tho so make a good portfolio
1Swj0r
No.1784
Test
1Swj0r
No.1785
>>1779
Atleast you'll get something. Bc 84 toh kuch nahi hai.
>>1781
Yeah I know, but it's still a hit to my self confidence. I wanted my parents to be proud of me, not console me that is gonna be okay. Idek, I'll probably look for a private kalej.
>>1778
My dad is fucking 60, and my mom's a housewife. How long will be "back" me for ? I don't wanna be a burden on him.
Also please approve my account.
qoLGm+
No.1786
>>1777(OP)
Life won't get better anon, atleast for next 5-6 years. I'd say enroll in a state govt college and prepare for gormint job
1Swj0r
No.1787
I'm so fucking scared bros. I don't wanna turn out a loser in life who shitposts on bhach at 3 am. Bahut darr lag raha hai. Ab kya karu ? Do any of you have any ideas ? Mera toh dimaag hi nhi kaam kar raha.
1Swj0r
No.1788
>>1786
>state govt college
Usme bhi toh JEE percentile lagta hai na ? It's 84.2 even enough ? Will it get me anything ? Any branch in any kalej ? God I'm so fucking scared.
mxfPxU
No.1789
>>1787
I have given up by this point, can't even talk to ppl who are not family
RE5f/1
No.1790
>>1787
Its not the just the losers who shitpost here at 3 am.
vSKPsJ
No.1791
>>1788
Aur konse exams bhare?
How is financial condition at home?
Can they pay for private college?
Fees of most pvt colleges cross atleast 22lakh+ total over the 4 yrs total.
If not then simply take a drop year, there's genuinely not much else to say.
RE5f/1
No.1792
Gobermint jaab maxx or Ca Maxx.
1Swj0r
No.1793
vSKPsJ
No.1795
>>1793
Yaar anon agar drop year tha toh itne kam exams ke liye Kyun gaye.
>JEE
>Wbjee/COMEDK
>CUET
>Manipal
>Vit
>Bits
>IiiT Hyderabad
Atleast itne toh de dete
1Swj0r
No.1796
>>1795
>Manipal
>VITEEE
>COMEDK
No money, no private
>CUET
Papa bole bekaar hai
>WBJEE
>IIIT
No point, don't have 75% in 12th
qoLGm+
No.1799
>>1788
I don't know where you live. But in UP I think your marks can fetch a non-IT branch. Just choose the one closer to your home and forget about campus placement. Start preparing for a govt exam from 2nd year.
This is the easy way.
Second option is getting admission in a good private college. Work hard from 1st year itself and then get a campus placement. Now don't dream big, most likely you will be placed in a service based company paying you peanuts. From there you will have to build your career but atleast you'll have a start
Btw if it makes you feel any better, I scored 97%ile, did nothing in college, somehow got placed but I'm about to quit and start fresh
1Swj0r
No.1800
>>1799
I live in Jharkhand
>if it makes you feel any better
>I scored 97%ile
It doesn't. I'll look into the UP thing.
vSKPsJ
No.1801
84%ile EWS(assuming) mei kuch toh mill hi raha hoga. Board marks will be def a problem, look into NIOS.
Search karo, JOSAA ke baad CSAB hota hai, usme definitely kuch millega if you fill your preference list properly.
vSKPsJ
No.1802
They release PDFs for cutoffs of JOSAA /CSAB each year
2024 ka dekho and compare.
Don't give up bruh.
xHp5zv
No.1806
>>1777(OP)
if you can't get 75% in boards, you should Unironically leave science field
vSKPsJ
No.1808
Yeah, just checked.
You do have options, they are not exactly good but mill rahi hain and branch change is possible in some.
Search about NIOS though, very important, reddit vagera mei dekh lo exact procedure.
1Swj0r
No.1811
>>1801
I am EWS
>>1808
>NIOS
Idk man. I've looked into it and it seems very complicated. I could apply for CBSE improvement again, but I'm fucking tired of this shit. I just wanna take a break for now, go somewhere, preferably a snowy place.
I'll look into the NIOS/improvement thing, just not right now. My head hurts so much. I just want to go to sleep forever.
My dad is saying Agniveer scheme is a very good option, you get money AND a degree. I'll apply the next intake when the notification comes out.
>>1806
You're probably right. I'll take anything at this point, as long as I'm not a burden on my parents. Maybe I'll just try to become a teacher. Idek. My brain isn't working anymore.
1Swj0r
No.1813
The only good thing to come out of this is that my parents have stopped fighting and come together to console me. But I still don't feel good about that.
I feel like I'm Forrest Gump, only that he was lucky, and I'm not. Agniveer 2025 I guess.
1Swj0r
No.1818
/b/ is still fucking garbage. I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing.
X2grm4
No.1819
>>1777(OP)
chill
SOLUTION :
1)enroll in any college of your choice
2)take a partial drop
3) dtu(tier1) & nsut(tier1)don't require 75%
4) get 98perncetile+
5)enroll in dtu and nsut
PROPBLEM SOLVED
PLS READ THIS
1Swj0r
No.1821
>>1819
>enroll in any college of your choice
I'm trying to. Yours is not a bad idea. Let's see. Right now I'm going to sleep. I'll wake up tomorrow and go running. My shirts are getting tighter, I need to fix that.
X2grm4
No.1823
1Swj0r
No.1825
>>1823
Iss baar toh registration date nikal gyi. Agle saal Dunga.
vSKPsJ
No.1827
>>1811
Abhi time nahi break ka yaar. Get it done
X2grm4
No.1829
>>1827
you are doing an online degree right
just keep doing it
take a partial
give jee next year
I'm a 2nd dropper too
enrolling in dtu it branch this year
don't worry
I got 70 in boards
99.1 in jee mains this year
vSKPsJ
No.1833
>>1829
Not me, OP
X2grm4
No.1834
1Swj0r
No.1838
>>1829
I will. Thanks for giving me ideas everyone. I wish you could give me a hug as well, but, I guess I'll wait for technology to advance a little more.
I love you all, so much, even if I don't know you. If you ever want to talk about something, this thread is always here. I'll check it regularly, try to listen to you at my earliest.
I wish I could make everyone on the planet feel loved. Give them the care I barely got. I wish you anons the best in life.
X2grm4
No.1840
Np/H4W
No.1841
>>1785
Account's approved.
>dad is 60
damn...even then it's now more important for you to take control of things. get into a college, grind for 4 years - don't stress yourself sirs. there will be gorillion opportunities just focus on the grinding aspects.
you are not burden to anyone desu. just don't give up. take care sirs.
z961I7
No.1843
minecraft thoda kam khel leta
Np/H4W
No.1845
>>1843
kek, naah it's alright.
literally highschool/12th are nothingburger.
he will get to a college, i believe can get some close city college and complete engineering. will get job easily too - there's manufacturing boom coming in years and india is about to go through its golden phase - best time for anamas. just grind through his college days.
job etc. will happen automatically.
Q3IAK5
No.1846
1Swj0r
No.1848
>>1846
I used to solve easy leetcode problems in 10th. Then 11&12 PCM took up all of my time. I could've been a great programmer had I continued. But now I'm mediocre in both PCM and programming. I'll push on, I guess.
>>1841
You're right, I guess for now i just have to put my head down and grind. Alakh Pandey said it best:
"Life mein kuch bada karna hai, toh 2-3 saal ghis ke mehnat toh karni hogi. Ya toh abhi kar lo, ya baad mein. Lekin karni toh hogi."
>>1843
Yaar oniichan, I miss you. Kaise ho ? Did you make some friends ? And did you quit your loli addiction ?
X2grm4
No.1849
>>1848
bina tension liye soja
aur sabke mummy papa kuch na kuch bolte hi hai or bolte rahenge
nobody is perfect NOBODY
alak Pandey kam dekha kar kek
good chemistry teacher suggestion btw: DEXTROCHEM
2/wqg+
No.1851
>>1785
theyll be proud of you when you start bringing the bread on the table
bl/LgH
No.1872
>>1777(OP)
We all including me cry about results like we actually cared about studies but deep inside we all know we didn't studied and just procrastinated and masturbated for whole time.
okcPfV
No.1883
>>1843
>Yaar oniichan, I miss you. Kaise ho ? Did you make some friends ? And did you quit your loli addiction?
that guy isn't me.
anyways, mai okay hu bro. friends ban gye. addiction nhi tha warna itna zaldi khatam nhi hota.
ircspammer ko bhi nhi mila acha college. abhi woh bhi private ke liye exams de rha hai.
hVo7G3
No.1886
bl/LgH
No.1893
>>1890
Always stay away from plebbit friends. They're cancer and will redeem your mental health. Only use plebbit without an account for genuine needs.
bl/LgH
No.1894
Kek! Dalit phaggot SWoL!
hVo7G3
No.1895
oligatory ghibli photo. this was clicked an year ago, when i was in better shape and still just as depressed. don't wanna post it on bhotsapp and i'm banned on reddit anyway.
>>1894
ah, you saw that huh. well, i just wanted to see if that image had any metadata in it. it doesn't, so i'll post it again.
>>1893
>plebbit friends
i will never understand how plebbitors function. how do they maintain their online persona ? how do they get other plebbitors' numbers ? how do they find gfs on plebbit ? and with all this, how do they maintain their academics ? i will never understand. maybe they're smart and i'm slow. i will never know.
bl/LgH
No.1897
>>1895
Everything is larp on plebbit yaar. All the internet girlfriends of these incels are ugly as hell. I used to talk to a richfag jeeta on plebbit but later I discovered and she revealed also that she's just a middle class girl living in cockroaches apartments of Noida. Pajeets larp very hard on plebbit. Also most of nanhejeets are gullible as subhumans who act as normies and share their personal contacts. You can imagine them as Bcom doing Burnett university nikka who still lurks on teenagerjeets subreddits. Gosh! 50% users of plebbit are jeets no wonder. Their no achievement in bragging a girl over internet for muh relationship. Real diamond is having a actual relationship with your classmate not plebbitjeeta.
Np/H4W
No.1898
>>1895
Logout and login again sirs.
RetkRz
No.1900
>>1777(OP)
gibe the process to apply for improvement sirs
hVo7G3
No.1901
>>1900
i don't wanna. i'm sick of this shit. how many fucking times will i give it ? i'm done. i'm looking for a cheap dehati private kalej.
hVo7G3
No.1902
>>1898
ayo why tf do i have golden jaggu ? what ?
hVo7G3
No.1903
i was just scrolling through r/recruitinghell. holy fuck. it's beyond over. job hunting is fucked. i'm so fucking scared for my future. i really hope the "manufacturing boom" dyaush is talking about is real. holy fucking shit. mfs are being interviewed for a position that's already been filled. they are setting requirements of master's degrees for a 15-20$/hr job. it's crazy out there. people be sending 400 applications in 6 months. the most hilariously depressing photo was picrel. they see us as tools, as servants, as robots, who aren't supposed to have a life outside of work. it's so over. god help me.
hVo7G3
No.1904
this is my safe space. so i'm just going to dump my feelings here.
kabhi kabhaar mujhe bahut heen bhawna mehsoos hoti hai. maybe bhachcels are right, i'm just a run of the mill average failed jeebhangi, ranting about my problems online, devoid of any introspection.
i can't lie, they're right. when i was a child, i never really needed to work hard to get good marks. so i never felt the need to do it. now when i grew up, not getting good marks with bare minimum effort surprised me. i have never really had to grind like a rat, but it seems now is the time to do it. first and foremost, i need to fix my attention span. then my sleeping, eating and physical activities. then grind like hell. it will probably be very humiliating, and my youth will be wasted in solving leetcode in a hostel room. or maybe i get lucky and suddenly get catapulted to the top. one thing i'm sure of, is that i run away from putting in effort. and i do it consciously.
i truly believe in the law of karma. i never wished bad upon anyone in my life. the people who have wronged me, i only got away from them. i remember, when i was in 10th, everytime i would come home from school, there would be a mandir where i would stop to switch auto rickshaws. somedays, there would be beggars sitting right outside. i would buy all of them a 5 rupee packet of biscuits, usually tiger biscuits or happy happy biscuits. i did it whenever possible. whether there were exams or not, whether there were bad days or deadlines or not. i just did it. because it felt good. i never really wished for anything in exchange.
but now is the time i shamelessly beg god for favours. i did good, so i should be done good too, right ? kind of a "nice guy" way of thinking. but i don't care at this point. please bhagwaan ji, kuch chamatkaar kar dijiye. i will prove myself worthy of that chamatkar. but please, kuch de dijiye. kuch bhi. ho sake toh kuch bada.
i've already had dinner. i'm going to read a few paragraphs of bhagavad gita, then go to sleep. though i have to say, redditors make some fire artwork.
!lmOJk15ILR6OW/a
OiyB3v
No.1905
>>1843
Nepal chad lurking
bl/LgH
No.1907
>>1904
Don't use the iskcon one. Also don't fell for Vishnu meme. Stick to Shiva. Worshiping Krishna brings muzzie boyfriend for girls and cuck life for boys. Explore Qur'an, Torah, and Koran too. I noticed drastic change in my mindset after this and my screentime reduced too. Torah is thousand pages long by the way. Also bhachels only gullibled you but in actual you fell for the cramming in exams meme which is very popular in our country. I fell for this meme too and failed hard in academics and whole one year of life wasted. I hate my goyim mind now.
bl/LgH
No.1914
11 PM and time for sleep. Signing out. You all are in misery due to any reason just like me. I hope I don't destroy other things in my life from my retardness. My biggest fear is my kundali coming true in upcoming years.
YdGpfw
No.1916
bl/LgH
No.1917
>>1916
Both are different.
!9TnfN/yHUxnPF7D
Eue405
No.1934
>>1822
I am alive ji. My 2nd sem endsems are going on. haven't played minecraft in a long while either. Gib discord or somethang or make a thread in gen so we can chat
!9TnfN/yHUxnPF7D
Eue405
No.1935
>>1806
picrel
>>1894
>i will never understand how plebbitors function. how do they maintain their online persona ? how do they get other plebbitors' numbers ? how do they find gfs on plebbit ? and with all this, how do they maintain their academics ? i will never understand. maybe they're smart and i'm slow. i will never know.
Dont mind plebbit friends yaar they are always retarded and are not of any real help much of the time. Look for better offline friends. Do not stress over it because you will make some friends overtime. Road is always hard ahead just stay strong. A private college with you grinding ass also gives some results like dyaus said. Atleast companies come to pvt colleges. My "govt" college is in shambles and companies only come in pool drives to nearby colleges. I hope it turns out good for you. Will play together / build together later on. Dont jump of a cliff or something meanwhile bruh
E8F+qg
No.1944
bl/LgH
No.1945
>>1944
Don't shill these things.
Stwbn7
No.1947
>>1944
Cbse improvement exam October mei aata hai
hVo7G3
No.1953
papa ki ankhon mein dikhta hai ki ab unhe mujhse koi ummeed nahi hai...
it hurts so much bros...
i7sVnw
No.1955
>>1953
I think my father dislikes me, for sm reason idk. Maybe íhavent yet made anything of myself, could be the reason, or maybe I should hv sided with him unconditionally in good and bad. Or maybe I shouldn't have been bornin this house. Idk.
!xIC1OFoBiB+lLbQ
hVo7G3
No.1956
>>1955
my father just straight up lies. he tells me it's okay, but i can see the disappointment and annoyance in his behaviour, his tone and his expressions.
i7sVnw
No.1957
>>1956
Wht have youdone
kneexr
No.1958
>>1777(OP)
Bhai literally chamar ho kya? 3 saal padhne ke baad bhi itna tatti result kiska aata hai?
8FoMcD
No.1962
>>1829
Taiyari kaise ki? I plan on taking partial drop.
Boards mein 95.4% aaye, par JEE attempt mein 78%ile kek. I was never serious about it, and my computer kept crashing during exam. At the end, I did a bunch of guess-work due to frustration. If I hadn't, I would have scored about 85%ile, a score similar to SWoL.
Gave CUET, would score decent enough to land BSc in North Campus.
I want to give JEE a serious shot, but my parents would not allow for a full drop.
Kaha se padhu? Questions kaha se practice karu? I have negligible budget, toh please free online sources suggest kijiye sir.
Please help. Mera aim bhi DTU hai. I will start proper prep from June 3rd, because I still have one CUET paper left.
>>1956
Tere board mein itne kam kaise aaye?
I scored 95% after just a month of serious studying. Physics ko chod ke iss saal saare paper bhi bohot easy the.
You unironically seem retarded. BTech chod, BCA/BBA karle.
Aur drop ke baad bhi aisa score? Did you have health issues or family issues? Were you not interested in the subjects?
8FoMcD
No.1963
>>1962
To be fair, koi bhi JEE wala tips de sakta hai.
Maine koi coaching nahi li thi, na kabhi iss cheez ki taiyari ki hai.
Baap ki tarah law kar sakta hu, par judges chutiye hote hai, aur vakalat mere bass ki nahi. Law requires grit and patience, and I have neither.
I am a servile NPC, just need to be told what to do and live a comfortable existence. JEEfagging seems the path of least resistance.
Plus, boards mein accha score karne ke baad rishtedaro ko lag raha hai ki mujhe JEE ke liye seriously try marna chahiye.
Agar JEE nahi bhi hua, toh 3 saal BSc/BA from DU + 3 saal Law ke baad litigation karunga mere baap aur dada ki tarah.
I have got nothing to lose, so I want to try.
Flzw3v
No.1964
>>1963
>>lectures(use etoos PCM)
https://mega.nz/folder/UNRigLRR#350O-WcSAehRuOjgAfNJiw
>>Qs/Practise
>pdf of modules(or better ask them from a former coaching goer)
>https://web.getmarks.app/ for all PYQs.
>Chemistry:
Inorganic-
Theory: NCERT, jd lee for advance
Questions: Dr. Op Tandon
Physical-
Theory: Just watch the lectures
Questions: N avasthi
Organic:
Theory: Just watch the lectures, NCERT for the other meme topics like POC
Questions: MS chauhan
>Maths
Watch lectures for theory, complete modules and cengage and then do PYCs from marks app website
>Physics
Theory: Lectures and Physics Galaxy
Questions: Modules and Physics Galaxy
oR8XSk
No.1965
Flzw3v
No.1966
Pdf of all other books is easily available online.
Sharing these ones as they are a bit difficult to find
Can't share other pdfs because they are exceeding file size or something
>>1965
Was I just wasting time in sharing resources to a larper?
8FoMcD
No.1967
>>1964
Thank you so much
Lectures approx kitne time ke hai bhaiya?
>modules
Kaunse?
>>1965
Agar us bhen ke lode jitna ameer hota toh yaha randi rona nahi karta. Saala discord pe home tour bhi dikha chuka hai. He is so fucking mentally ill ki apni gf ki childhood pics, uske nudes aur khud ke ghar ka video bhi share kardiya.
Meine bohot kaand kiye hai, par itna lodu toh main bhi nahi hu.
Usse aur Shin ko dekh kar meri bohot jalti hai.
Total richfag death.
oR8XSk
No.1968
>>1966
Lol don't pay any heed to him yaar.
Also nobody is going to follow anything posted here. Most of what you listed in common knowledge. If somebody actually wanted to do it, they would have done it in the 2 year time period itself. Drop is a waste of time.
Flzw3v
No.1969
>>1967
>Lectures approx kitne time ke hai bhaiya?
I would say around 11-12 hours average for each chapter.
8FoMcD
No.1970
8FoMcD
No.1971
>>1968
Maine kabhi JEE ki padhai hi nahi ki. Bas lene ke liye science le li. Baap ne bola ki aage law kar lena, kyu phaltu mein chochlon mein padna.
Par aaj kal filing aur drafting mein unki madat karta hu, aur realization hit hui ki ye sab mere bass ki nahi.
Ab BTech ka man hai. Ma-baap maan bhi jayenge, kyuki maine board mein school top kiya.
>inb4 board does not matter
Pata hai, par unki generation value karti hai
>>1969
Thik hai. Aaj se hi dekhna shuru karunga.
8FoMcD
No.1972
>>1968
Aap experience se bol rahe ho
Kya aapne jee crack kiya tha?
Agar ha, toh aap bhi kuch tip de do
bl/LgH
No.1981
>>1972
No tip will work for you. Take these as rock words. You have to take actions and figure it out yourself. You all know in back of your mind that you'll not lend in government college after even one year. Think hard and consider joining college this year.
bl/LgH
No.1982
>>1967
>Agar us bhen ke lode jitna ameer hota toh yaha randi rona nahi karta. Saala discord pe home tour bhi dikha chuka hai. He is so fucking mentally ill ki apni gf ki childhood pics, uske nudes aur khud ke ghar ka video bhi share kardiya. Meine bohot kaand kiye hai, par itna lodu toh main bhi nahi hu.
Fell for the larp.
bl/LgH
No.1983
>>1962
Three year for you is like three years but for us it's like three weaks. I got only 63% kek! Whole year wasted as usual.
m0dI2u
No.1984
>>1967
teri behn ki chut yaar. I just got to know that I can't afford any of the colleges I got in2 abroad despite getting scholarships, I am ironically even more fucked than all of you JEEbhangis because now if I want to go to college I either have to take a 1cr+ loan and go there, or take a drop year and write JEE again (only got 87%ile).
Being UMC is even worse than being middle class. Na idhar ka na udhar.
Fml
8FoMcD
No.1985
>>1984
Let's go richfag bhangi! Mein har raat sone se pehle tujhe baddua lagata tha kek. I just hope ki jaatni larper ka bhi yahi haal ho.
>>1983
>le only 63
Kinda pathetic ngl. Still hope that you have other options.
>>1982
Bhai timestamp ke saath post kiye the usne. Agar woh larp ki liye itna effort laga raha hai, toh kasam se chutiya hai,
>>1981
Arre pura toh padh bhai. Maine CUET diya hai aur iss saal BSc toh mil hi jayegi North Campus mein. I already have plans for law, kyunki vakeel ka beta hun.
I just want to give a real effort for JEE because I want more from life. Partial drop lunga. DU mein koi attendance ka chakkar nahi hai.
>le you all know you won't make it
Mujhe mera level pata hai. Thanks for the tip, par tumhara toh mere se bhi bura haal hai.
Kam se kam mere paas backup toh hai.
On a separate note, main abhi kuch questions kar raha tha EMI aur AC ke. I plan on making a thread on gen to track my progress.
8FoMcD
No.1987
>>1777(OP)
Online degree ke ilava bhi kuch karle. Try BCA.
bl/LgH
No.1989
I got to study so much now. It's true that things you avoid will come back with larger force to redeem you. I escaped studies for three years now I have to study a lot in three months. I had to study whole physics, chemistry (this subject has to be completed before mid July), mathematics complete. In addition with English and grammar lessons and also studying like precisely not just cramming. Cramming redeemed me hard for these three years. I used to study only three hours before exam on D-day and flunk around whole year. I used to believe in cramming even after failing four times in single subject. All thanks to masturbation and it's symptoms. My mind is literally my evil now. I don't go outside. I have never kissed a girl till now. I'm still struggling to loose weight from half a decade. Got one of the worst acne ever you all experienced just because of masturbation. Got erectile disfunction and flaccid syndrome too. Anyways life is very difficult to face. Whole three years to me is same as three days. I still think in my mind that why can't I feel time and time blindness is crushing me. By the way I have to study all this for the entrance test of kallej. They'll ask this all. Need to revise high school topics too and learn SQL language from point zero. Thought of making a thread in /acd/ but I guess I have to leave from this place as whole because it's soul harming and addictive. I hope my sexual organs repair and I'm back to normal life. I love boring life but not with failures. Basement dwellers here enjoy their boring and failure life and boost about it too. Analysing myself only raises one question within me that what the hell I'm doing from last five years and time is passing like cancer? I realised now that my parents are not bearing or supportive on me but actually they're dumb and numb with fried receptors from scrolling internet and watching short videos on Jewish apps all day. They don't even care and see me and just come on results day or admission day to lecture or paying fees. It's all because my baap will get pension so his money matter is sorted. I blackpill him and my mother on politics so both hates me. These both cockroaches chimped out like cricket fans on war news and prime minister will do this and that but hence nothing happened. His social circle is filled with his same ideology sharing friends and her social circle is her internet vloggers. I didn't even got farewell in my life ever:) because of these cockroaches. I have to forcefully study in a Sanghi school and all disaster started from there. After looking at the walls of that school and statue of Vivekananda there I immediately told him to go back to home and I don't want to study here but he started his crocodile tears with gynocentric body meatbag to atleast give a interview. Fast forward to registrations happened for exams and I'm stuck for two years there. I'm raging from inside to write a book like Mein Kampf on RSS. These people are corrupt gang with massive lands and properties and making people gullible on name of religion. My class batch standards are that only 2 folks took admission in engineering college and highest score is only 85%. Only five people got marks more than 75% in class of almost 50. I have more marks than class head after having 63% kek! My DPSian friend told me to reunion in some meet-up but I don't want to face him after all this happenings. Literally I got stamp on my back or this school for rest of my life. You all will think I'm venting out that's true though but I guess I regret because I had all the money for a good school but still didn't reached there. Unlucky are those who can't afford fees but I can. Anyways from last two months I decided for totalen no contact with family and only live own or in advices from others and elders. So I need to study all the above I mentioned along with English speaking too because they'll ask in oral test and I'm total nill now. You all can see my English skils above and hopefully judged it well too. Few bhacels have top notch English skills and vocabulary. I dream of like this too. I'll make not make the thread because it's just dopamine bouncing idea to fail again hard. I have tried this earlier too. My only happiness is a girlfriend now. Only a partner with pure famine energy can improve me. I still remember a incident when I literally used to look like a subhuman with a acne face but still one beautiful girl and she used to be famous asked my name and initiated conversation. Even the teacher who used to had crush on her started envy me from that day. I think everyday that I'll start studying from today but look now whole year has passed. I have no hope now. I'm still finding the sauce of how people start doing things. My procrastination and imaginary wife illness is biggest hurdle in this whole year. So desus leave from here don't fall for the meme of progress threads or conversations here will help you. Indiachan also used to be like this. I still miss the old world before of WW2. Life was so raw back then. Like I got no phone because my phone is broken and my 6 months old laptop is broken too. Like an idiot I screwed up my first laptop. Once a uncle in neighbourhood of gated society called me idiot I still remember. I got caught in muh one sided love meme too like an idiot. I hide my laptop from parents and don't use in front of them to cover up. So you all thought of that I got free time then I should work on myself and studies but guess what I have problem of schizophrenia, autism, ADHD, hallucinations and imaginary wife illness which I mentioned above. Gosh! God is so clever with me. I realised that god is also like a typical human (he's just with some divine consciousness). Those who love god, god hates them. Those who hate him or kind of only interact with him assuming tha
bl/LgH
No.1991
>>1989
>Jain's website is retarded still he made this by working hard. I wrote the whole text and still last lines disappeared. Here is the remaining one.
*Those who love god, god hates them. Those who hate him or kind of only interact with him assuming that he's not trustworthy fully, god loves them. He showers them with all gifts and adventures. This is ten thousand percent true. Signing out.
>t. Kubizekanon
bl/LgH
No.1993
>>1985
Post Discord server link here please and If those pictures possible then post it here before midnight in this thread. I want to look it too.
bl/LgH
No.1995
>>1985
>Mujhe mera level pata hai. Thanks for the tip, par tumhara toh mere se bhi bura haal hai. Kam se kam mere paas backup toh hai.
BrNWLu
No.1997
>>1991
yoo, I remember you, how did you improvement exams go?
BrNWLu
No.1998
did blitzkrieg them kek
bl/LgH
No.2000
>>1997
No improvement happened and failed again.
bl/LgH
No.2001
>>1998
If you made it then congratulations from my side. Have a nice life. 
3+O82/
No.2002
>>1872
this but unironically
>>1985
>bhangi
I am 99% sure I am a higher caste than you. Post surname chamar
>Mein har raat sone se pehle tujhe baddua lagata tha kek.
imagine being this jobless. Ab pata chal rha hai tere JEE main 80%ile bhi kyu nahi aaye madharchod?
>CUET
it's ok bhai. Engineering sab ke liye nahi hoti. Hilake soja
zjqjia
No.2003
ETl+/N
No.2009
>>2002
Chamar you are literally communicating with the Jaatni larper. Plus I know you were larping too. I knew it since the day you tried to larp as Devansh from looksmax.org
bl/LgH
No.2010
>>2009
You know everything but not yourself. You know even what is god and women.
RQjYdh
No.2015
>>2009
i am not going to doxx myself by selfposting saar. I just picked the first bhangi i saw who looked somewhat similar
>inb4 pseudo-homo defending that fag loda lassan
chal bc
RQjYdh
No.2016
>>2003
hopefully i clear the bitsat
i was going to give the exam for iiit-h but left it as i heard it wasn't good by a cousin who studies there and studied for the April JEE instead, and that backfired spectacularly
htLTgl
No.2017
>>2009
>le heccing jatni troon
Rehne de schizoanon. Tere sapne mein bhi woh hijda ata hoga.
>>2002
20 lpa waale school jaake bhi yahi sadega. Chamar kahi ka kek
>bhangineering sabke bass ki nahi
January me aake percentile post karunga randi ke pille. Ab asal me padhna shuru kiya hai.
Sara soycial media bhi chod dia. Ab se ye chappal-making forum bhi chod raha hu.
>>1995
Accha lode
Flzw3v
No.2047
>>2016
kitne aa rahe mocks mei?
!S6/3G9WiONFZGWW
Eh3fpz
No.2049
Thread is just whining.
