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3ygF9k
No.469201
> be me 5 years ago
> turned 30, it's over
> Finishing college late
> Dropped out pajeellion times
> Life is bleak already for me
> I try to go with "the motion"
< 2020 starts
> Younger brother jeet also in college now
> Younger brother has "kamal ka scheme"
> Chota jeet just asks dad for "small" loan
> Promises that he ill invest it so it grows
> dad trusts him eventually for... reasons
> MFW my old father didn't know better
< My poor old boomer father complies
< Things instantly went wrong after it
< Loan started not too bad at 3L
> Nearly a year passes away
> bro doesn’t make anything
> Gets gaslit by his "friends"
> Starts to take more "loans"
< I don't feel good about this
> time moves on
> Don't catchup with my brother for years
> Notice how dad keeps dumping his cash
> Every year he gives another loan to him
< Father, is he giving you anything back?
> Yes anon, he is returning it to me slowly
> This goes on uncomfortably
> needs more money for all this
> need more money for all that
> keeps taking loan after loan after loan
> I don't wish to bother him, he is smart
> Maybe he really knows what he's doing
> five years later
> total debt 30 Lakh
> dad even borrows himself to give him cash
> MFW all of this because bro said “trust me”
> I get this horrible nasty gut feeling about it
< This is ridiculous, we need to talk chota jeet
> Confront him one day about it
< What did we get? Be honest pls
< nothing... I lost it all long ago...
> He immediately broke down now
> My blood ran cold processing it
> I actually felt it getting so cold
> I was not even angry at him tbh
> I was so shocked i couldn't rage
> I just sat on the couch for a minute
> I am glad dad didn't hear any of this
> Shit Shit Shit Shit Shit Shit
> Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck
> I calm my head and listen to him
> He explains every detail of 5 years
> five banks involved at this point
> He still took accountability for it
> two already delinquent accounts
< MFW i wish he told me in first year
< Big brother i actually invested it all in one place and got scammed. I couldn't find the courage to tell you the truth. I genuinely trusted my friends, i thought it would be ok. I was so happy, i thought i would be able to support your NEET life. I was planning to make dad so proud of me.
> i am so sorry, i am so sorry i am so sorry
< It's like he glitched himself with breakdown
> I didn't know how to face you, when you tried to persuade me earlier. I thought i knew what i was doing. I tried to fix it, and try to recover it all but i couldn't.
< He feels bad but it's not like it will undo it
< My disconnected brains tries to map it all
< Where do we all go from here even atp? Lol
> i wanted to go kill myself but i didn't have the courage to abandon our father and yo..
> I immediately hug him hearing that
> The thought didn't even cross me yet
> Pagal hai kya? Dimag kharab hai kya?
> Bataya kyu nahi chutiye? Wait kyu kiya?
< I can't lose him, it will only make it worse
> We sit down and we talk
> We talk the whole night
> We talk properly after half a decade
> He explains his current situation
> I assumed the worst case deal
> It's not half as bad as i thought
> Chota jeet has a real job now
> Chota jeet earns 30K a month
> He is paying back the EMI's
> He explains what happened
> The more I hear, sadder it gets
> It was one mistake after another
> He took loans to pay back dad
< He took responsibility for it too
> Managed to return him 20 lakhs
> Still 10 lakhs to go at this point
< MFW i realis
3ygF9k
No.469219
< MFW i realise what this means
< MFW he is himself in 30 L debt
> can’t pay EMIs properly anymore
< "Returns" being slow makes sense
> dad stressed due to the slow returns
> I take a long look at myself in mirror
> early 30s, no plan, no peace, NEET
> look back to 2020 like it was different world
> back then none of this debt existed at all
> now interest and stress own him basically
> every month same question
< how did it go this bad for us
> How much do you owe the bank anyways?
> "About 30 lakh in net sum as of now bhai"
> MFW it just gets worse and worse now
> "I just need to return the money to dad"
> His plan is to waste is life paying for it
> I remember that scene from movie laal rang
< Naam sankar hai, par bhagwan na hu laadle
> Wish I could help him, but I clearly can not
> He will have to sort it out himself in the end
> He talks to me now
> He lets me know his fuck ups nowdays
> I started freelancing for some money
> It's not much but helps his EMI's too
> I don't know how long it will go on
> I can't just quite on my own blood
> We will drag this as long as needed
> EMI are going on as i type this even
> He is doing his best in corpo as well
< Just don't fuck up more than this ok?
> "Ok Bhai, sorry, aaj ke baad nahi bhai"
< I put on a brave face for him each month
> I don't know the solution to all this
> But i will drag it untill I have one
+HaEnn
No.469220
>>469201(OP)
continue
1aZccf
No.469314
This is the third fake and gay greentext thread you have made
ksW4g0
No.469316
tldr?
