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I don't get it
RLTo2k
No.4284
>>4261(OP)
likh na toh , kaha gya?
t9CguO
No.4290
>>4284
Abhi likhu zaruri thodi hai. Baad me likhunga jab man kare.
BftvWh
No.4291
Aaj toh driving sikhne jaunga
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RLTo2k
No.4295
>>4290
ok fren
gZmsZv
No.4311
I want to write but idk where to start and where to go. When there's no clarity I think it's best to just write randomly on a physical notebook instead. This place should be reserved for more "well thought" posts (apart from those made in moments of anger, anxiety and desperation).
I will however post a few links (for no reason):
I promise this week or the next I will read atleast one old issue of Phrack.
gZmsZv
No.4314
Is saying someone is "afraid of using their brain" just a less blunt way of saying they're retarded?
Links:
- https://sebastianmarines.com/post/linux-file-descriptors-and-what-does-21-mean/
- https://man7.org/linux/man-pages/man1/find.1.html
Anyways good night frens and ghosts.
YoEkD4
No.4321
Although other things in life are going somewhat okayishly, like staying away from my phone, not jumping between tabs too much, watching less corn and so on, my insecurities are only getting stronger and stronger. Insecurities about lots of things, some within my control and some not so much.
Because of this, my brain (am I the same as my brain?) has started to play this fantasy of martyrdom where I end up dying alone and not propagating myself and somehow saving atleast 1 or 2 poor souls from suffering. Whenever the mind voices go out of control and start giving me physical pain this fantasy starts playing as a last resort and only then do those voices stop. Do I need therapy? Idk. I might just have had too much free time and overconsumption of doomer content intensified by particularly gullible nature.
Anyways, I pray to God to help me get through these times and find peace someday. I have somewhat controlled the desire to be desired. At one point the world shows you your place in it. I have been shown mine. Once this wish to be someone significant dies down I think then I'll really be able to live in peace and not be affected by neither doomerism nor bloomerism. I'll just be an unthinking (already am) and most importantly an unfeeling automaton gliding through life planned by our mega corpo overlords.
(by wishing to be significant I don't mean a millionaire or a ceo or a scientist or anything. Just someone who earns good money and is well off. That too seems too distant rn)
YoEkD4
No.4322
>>4321
>these shaky times
Blaming social media for ruining your attention span and focus is retarded. You let yourself be swayed by content irrelevant to you. You let yourself be fooled. You let yourself "enjoy" years worth of useless and retarded "just for 5 minutes" slop. And now you cling to ideas that victimize you and identities that let your explain your failures (thanks dictator for these thoughts).
There are people who've achieved 10x more than you and still use social media healthily and do everything you now don't do believing that somehow not doing those things now will "fix" you. Character flaws aren't fixed like that. Idk how they are but certainly not by cutting everything and still being the same.
so much. so fucking much of this is just me spouting borrowed thoughts from greater individuals in hopes I'd be able to imitate fractions of their greatness. It's all useless. larping doesn't get you far. At some point your retardation will come back at you.
yj6jHT
No.4353
_Now I've been crazy, couldn't you tell?_
RoBEgV
No.4384
Time flies faster when all you do is consoom. 5 years went by in an instant and I didn't even realize. Idek what I was doing.
7% of 2026 has passed away too, yet I do not see any improvements in my life.
DlK1EX
No.4391
fq it. low marks don't mean shit. I am not gonna succumb to cooming for stress release again.
bc padh liya hota 10th me, 12th me. dediya hota jee. aaj ye naubat nhi aati.
DlK1EX
No.4392
>>4391
relief*
RgN/EL
No.4398
>>4322
don't blame yourself so much ananwa. Keep grinding. You will waste days doing nothing but overall kaam karte rehna mangta. How is your BTech going( if I can recall correctly)?
9UiuBy
No.4408
>>4398
Hi Yui anan. Bhery congrats on getting jaab. I hope you get all the qt sexo now.
9UiuBy
No.4409
>>4398
You are mistaken anon I am not a Btechtard.
TKZ5R2
No.4410
1XuKiv
No.4411
>>4410
I don't look fat but am on mild obesity category. I am about 5'10" and weight 86kg.
TKZ5R2
No.4412
1XuKiv
No.4414
>>4412
OBC sirs. Why do you ask?
TKZ5R2
No.4415
>>4414
you had the SGTOW flag for a while so i guess i was curious
1XuKiv
No.4416
>>4415
Ah that. I just switch between flags randomly.
ItLWE2
No.4417
DNuWau
No.4427
>>4417
Thanks anon. Things are pretty hard right now but I am trying not to give up too early this time. The consequences of not studying at all after 10th are showing up now and I am struggling even with basic BSc subjects.
You do your best too anan. We'll all make it someday.
DNuWau
No.4433
I am lucky to have had people like dictator in my life. Ofc it sucks that I couldn't keep up and it fucking hurts, but atleast I got to face myself in the process and now am continually pissed at being whatever I am.
Thanks yaar, really. But I need to move on with life too.
GN frens. This year I at least want to get more disciplined and make peace with my mediocre life.
0IqeqY
No.4468
vQCuB7
No.4478
Padé Approximants
Redeem
pAUEXT
No.4485
My night was going fine and I was having fun. Then I discovered something and got curious and dug some more and now I am sad. Fck man.
Anyways,
Ykw, let's try not posting a pyaari/girl/woman for a while and see what changes. Exceptions include lain, dorothy and a few other animu charas.
gn
gGejQQ
No.4486
>>4485
What did you find out?
pAUEXT
No.4487
>>4486
Nothing serious anan. I am affected by very retarded things.
pAUEXT
No.4488
In my decade of "being" on the internet I never used it. Sucks. Whatever.
Anyways,
Whenever I search for wallpapers with any emotional theme, it's always wallpapers of girls. Or atleast the majority of them are. That's maybe because I only used to search for animu wallpapers. But even now I either see a girl being the one feeling the emotion or just an empty scenery. I haven't really seen random men being drawn as feeling something as much.
Ig I just don't have enough experience to actually know how things really are.
S2NzG2
No.4489
Things are not going well. My forgetfulness is actually harming me and my psyche now. I forget things too easily too quickly. Important things, deadlines, idk maybe more.
S2NzG2
No.4490
PeaZip was giving me anxiety. Deleted it.
S2NzG2
No.4491
Explorer.exe is annoying. Switched to yazi. Let's see.
Vz930i
No.4494
H/4Fk1
No.4495
TKZ5R2
No.4496
>>4489
it's a byproduct of spending too much time online and not writing stuff down
i used to be very unorganized in skewl, slacking off until I graduated and became a NEET. But then I got a whiteboard and I nailed it to my wall where I can see it from all parts of my room and now I can't forget anything
pAUEXT
No.4508
I couldn't even come up with this simple regex. WHY AM I SO LOW IQ MAN.
pAUEXT
No.4510
RgN/EL
No.4512
>>4427
you are doing BSC? WHy ananwa? what are your plans after? wait, I thimk I had talked with you months ago on this.
Q+cY2R
No.4524
>>4512
I fucked up really badly anan. Thats pretty much it.
>had interaction with you
Pretty sure I wasnt the one. I started using bhach again after months around 7~9 Jan this year. And I dont remember talking about my degree with anyone.
Q+cY2R
No.4527
CfgX5s
No.4528
FJzwpT
No.4533
After months of not watching any animeslop I decided to start one yesterday. Didnt want to watch anything emotionally heavy or demanding so I asked troongpt for recs and then decided on this show called Somali and tThe Forest Dpirit.
It's shit. Wont recommend. I only watched one ep.
FJzwpT
No.4534
>>4532
priya is an exception to no foid rule
