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also, i couldnt move out because i fucked up gayee exam some years ago but soon, i will be a ITwageslave.

>>244109(OP)

It ruined my life forever

>>244115

yaar, atleast contribute a little instead of just writing one pointer. atleast read what i asked and answer properly

>>244116

If you dont have self control then living alone is a nightmare, try to have a fixed routine and put some restrictions for yourself

>>244123

bro, atleast tell about why you moved out and why you think it ruined your life. i just want to know experiences on anons which might help me for future.

>>244129

Yaar i moved to another city for meme exam preparation and there i got in several addictions

>>244109(OP)

Happy to be independent. Difficulty in carrying out new responsibilities.

>>244133

my case is different tho, apart from jerking off daily, i have very good restraint on eating and dont get addicted to anything.

>>244137

why did you move out?

>>244109(OP)

bumpu cus i like this thread, i also plan to live away bas ye gayee nikal jaye ekbar

>>244139

You will fall in addictions, i dont even had a habit of jerking off but while living alone, i started gooning for hours, smoking 5-6 cigarettes a day, doomscrolling for hours, eating junkies etc

>>244144

Dropper or 12thie ?

>>244145

no yaar, i could have been a chainsmoker but i smoked like once in 2 months around exams and that too on some particular day when things felt too brutal, i started smoking in 11th due to gayee but eventually never got into a habit because for 12th i was a pure shut-in then in college i only smoked before ppts that was once in a bluemoon. i just want to sit in a room alone and be at peace, i dont mind reponsibilties that come with it.

>>244140

Job

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Tham ja bsdk

>>244364

no

>>244109(OP)

College was the best 4 years of my life till now, my hostel had rules of 24/7 entry, no restrictions on timings, so the nights were just the best, at a point we were sleeping in morning at 7 and waking up in evening then doing stuff through night, like drinking, walking around the city, play badminton, play music on speaker at some bumfuck road and stuff, one of our richfag friend used to bring his car sometimes. The freedom to do anything and no need to worry about money and future. We just did what we wanted and 75% attendance was a meme that no teacher cared much about

I will move out for job now but they keep delaying my joining, doubt i'll ever be as care free as college

>>244374

it has been grim for me since i am a dayscholar and was a shut-in before i joined college, i got no friends, no gf, no money but hopefully a job soon and money also, i might make it, i will move to bhangilore and live there alone.

>>244377

Why did you take a college close to your home anan, big mistake. Bhangilore is just a hellhole if you're not a gorillian LPA earner , Can you afford living there on the salary offered in your college? Some of my friends living there are pretty depressed and struggling right now

>>244384

>Why did you take a college close to your home anan, big mistake

there wasnt any choice at all, i fucked up really bad from all sides and i was aware things will only get worse when i was fucking it up but i couldnt stop back then because really poor mental health.

>Bhangilore is just a hellhole if you're not a gorillian LPA earner

how is 10+, this is my bare minimum goal as i have other interests and ambitions to pursue but i am also gonna try for something bigger.

>>244384

>Some of my friends living there are pretty depressed and struggling right now

i am already a loner here and pretty frustrated, there is nothing to do in this city either and i want change of scenery in general.

>>244386

>how is 10+

That's good enough.

Just the thing is, if you could not make friends in college and if you're someone that shut himself in from every social situation, it will not change just with the change of location. People like you end up becoming even more isolated and lonely in a job. One of my friend who was pretty outgoing, had a girl and stuff feels isolated there. At the end of the day, you'll have to change yourself, otherwise you'll end up making another safe zone with job, similar to the one you have with your home

>>244399

>That's good enough.

good to hear

>if you could not make friends in college and if you're someone that shut himself in from every social situation, it will not change just with the change of location.

i know, i dont want to move out to make friends, it is because i cant live in this house anymore, there are many restrictions and only i have to compromine since i am the youngest one.

>People like you end up becoming even more isolated and lonely in a job. One of my friend who was pretty outgoing, had a girl and stuff feels isolated there.

people who are generally outgoing feel lonely when they arent in groups and without family, that is not the case for me. i like doing things alone.

>At the end of the day, you'll have to change yourself, otherwise you'll end up making another safe zone with job, similar to the one you have with your home

my home isnt any safe zone bruv, it wasnt a choice in first place. i am pretty adaptable tbh, its just i prefer to be alone. biggest reason to move out is literally bare minimum things like diet and very basic things that are restricted here in this house due to my maa baap being purity larpers and shit like that. i dont want to live with such people who are paranoid and scared and cant take a stand. My baap just blames and blames and would never ever take responsibility for his faults since he is retired.

>>244409

Good luck then anan, You'll definitely be better off at your job if you can not even make a proper diet at home, i am moving in a month or two myself, when are you leaving? Have you ever lived on your own?

> due to my maa baap being purity larpers and shit like that.

Your region and caste?